My Girl..

I believe that I was never really born to write; At least not a lot. Penning a few lines is perhaps the extent I'll go to, that too, seldom. Today, I guess, is one of those days where I feel compelled to express myself even though it may not cross the length of a page.

This is about her. The one who has been with me ever since we met. The one who has seen me cry, has made me laugh. She has seen me have fun, been privy to special moments. She has waited for me, patiently, while I am away, without a word of protest. But then again, she doesn't speak much. But I know she is always there. She has been with me more than I could ever ask from someone. Needless to say, I enjoy her company thoroughly.
What I love the most about her is her ability to just be there even when I have no one to look back to. She is my solace, and my refuge for that quietness I yearn for.

Her name you ask? Well, let’s just say I really never asked her. I have, however, called her so many names, out of love. She is in many ways my go to girl. Funny I should call her a person, when in reality many would say, it's just a car. But for me, she has been much more than that. She is my companion. She is my company, when am alone. The only one who lets me be alone by just being by my side.

Thank you for everything

Frustrations!!

Everyday living this life.. seeing the same thing, just cant understand what to think anymore. We are united? Bull shit we are united.. Not a single day goes by without seeing something wrong happen in our country. Oh yes! there is one thing we are all good at, ummm.. rather make it two things, complaining to each other and later getting used to it. Really.. Just like what I am doing here.I am not writing this to show people I care, I am doing this so that I can vent out some of my frustration!!

It helps probably many.. Many might read this and start to say "wow.. so true.." but I think that’s about all that we do..We, the 'common man' cannot do anything.. except for sit and complain, spit on the system and say that country is corrupt! We are corrupt.. our mind is corrupt.. heck there is no part of our body that is not corrupt.. I don’t know what is worse, the fact that we expect it all to be good one fine day, or that fact that we ourselves don’t do anything the way it should be. I am not writing this because there was bomb blast in Mumbai..Y would I??.. It happens almost every time now, if not that there will more killing anyway, oh btw when that happens please don’t forget to switch on your tv and watch the live footage.Three days back a group of men were brutally murdering a guy in d middle of busy road next to a police station oh and what did the people do? Nothing much.. They just stood there watched the complete show and when finally when they confirmed that guy is dead, they went on to do whatever they were suppose to do.

I think in few years (may be months, days , for heaven sake it might already be there) there will be a sign board put up"NEED TO KILL SOME1? CALL +919**@#@1234. We have our 24/7 call center to helpyou with any query that you have."

You know , not very proud to say this, but I wouldn’t have done anything myself probably. Just stood there and then later tell this to my friends over a cup of coffee. Its easy to blame some1 for something that is happening around us. Yes many things are truly out of our hands, but that doesn’t mean we stay away from it..

When things happens wrong fight it.. Don’t let it die just like the people.. Well who am I telling this? A bunch of people who decide to read this just because they are bored in their office hours, or some fb fan who is just trying to increase the number of comments he/she can enter per day. ADMIT IT!! It is us as people who are wrong.. Not any corrupt politician, not media. And Sadly I don’t see us improving a lot either Yes there are some things which are not in our hands but when wrong things happen what do we do?

Let’s just take a look at some of the biggest wrongdoers:

1 - Politicians --They are supposed to be the ones taking care of us.. instead they are the biggest threat our country has ever faced. Even after knowing that, we still elect the same people, who are corrupt, heartless and do nothing but fill their pockets with our money.

2 - Media -- Hmmm Never shows the right news.. "Ramdev fasts for black money!!" that’s news.. When a guy fights for rights of environment that’s not news?? Ramdev fasts for 10days and that’s biggest news ever..But when Irom Sharmila fought for her state and the violence that’s taking place no one was there to hear that.. I am sure many don’t even know about it. Just FYI she is on an ongoing fast for past 10years against human rights abuses in Manipur and promises to continue and she by the way is just 27 years old. Now ask yourself why media doesn’t show news about this? That’s cause we 'general public' doesn’t like to know about these things. Its because of we when you see the same old article again or when we see the same kind of news again we decide to ignore it, because we know about it already and we are "BORED!!" of it. Don’t blame the media for your ignorance. If the media chooses to ignore some news, its cause we as public decided to ignore it and that’s the reality!For people who are doing something about everything that is happening around us; you are fighting a losing battle. Because you know most of us have already got used to this reality, most of us don’t want to do anything, most of us have already written a fate for this country "Aare bhaiya.. is desh ka kuch honewala nahi hain, jaisa hain waisa hi rahega.. ".

Sadly I can’t seem to do much but agree with them.. Nothing seems to be working the way it should.. For all the people who think I am being harsh, maybe I am, but mind you I'd rather be that than just keep my mouth shut.

'Ritu' - Seasons

Words.. Words hide from me when I try to do something like this.. May be I try too hard.. Anyway here is something to all those who is somebody in my life.. Just watched a Malayalam movie 'Ritu'.. It means seasons..

Seasons change.. Do we? A question everyone wonders about, Some might even have an answer to that.. I asked ma self the same thing today.. Do we change just like the seasons? Do we have that same kind of change cycle that we almost every day see everywhere. Some say we change everyday May be we do.. Who knows?

I still remember the time I was a kid and the only friend I had.. And now? After 22 yrs.. I don't even know if he is alive.. I guess its d same case wit him..Or for that matter my "first love" .. Its funny to say that because I never thought one can ever stop loving some one. I Never thought I would have to let her go.. But then I did.. I thought i would never stop loving her.. But I did..

Times change, seasons change along with all that I guess, so do we.. No one remains the same, we all have an expiry date, and so does our state.

-- Cheers

Blogging!!

God!! I have been trying to write a blog since god knows when, and not one good topic comes into my head. And whatever comes in my head, can be said in such simple lines, I really don’t know what I should be blogging about. I don’t see anything interesting happening around me that I could blog about... I am happy telling that I went for a trip to some place by uploading pics on facebook... so travel diary is out of question and pictures do speak a thousand words or something like that. So what do I really blog about ?

I once thought of writing a blog on me. guess what? turns out I really don’t have anything in my life to talk about, I live with my parents so I don’t need to worry about how to wash cloths(even @ hostels & PG I dint :P) , nor did I ever get lost in big city.. Oh yea I did get lost in school once though, hmmm..maybe I will have that as one of my later blogs.

There have been times I wondered why do I need to blog(which is one question I am still trying to answer).But when I see all these really extra ordinary blogs coming out of the silliest things I just need to try my hands on it myself. But without the right subject I really don’t see me being able to keep my reader (if there are any) to be interested in what I write.

I think I should stop writing now cause I see myself going out of context... and just going on questioning everything and anything around me. Guess I will wait till I get something really worth writing about.

Until than chaoo..

If Everyone Loved....

If everyone cared and nobody cried
if everyone loved and nobody lied
if every one shared and swallowed their pride
then we'd see the day nobody died
(Quoted from the lyrics of nickelback:if everyone cared)

Think of it , Its true.. Very True..
A world full of love , where everyone cares for each others. A place without hatred . Is it too late have something of that sort?? May be... who knows.. A world which brings us closer and stronger togather.. Personally i feel the way we are going lets forget a better tomorrow and just pray that there is a tomorrow.. Think about it...
Chao...

You are Here

ok I am back, i have been reading the book called, "You are Here".. really cool one..
Meenakshi reddy has a unique style of writing, hmmm.. some what like umm... lets just say she speaks like us..

Ok, this blog was inspired by her, so that is something good..

Yes yes, i knw i did say i would be bloggin more often, but hey, it was not like i was online every bloody day.. i have better things to do you see.. (like sleep) :)

Ok i will try to be a better blogger next time on..

for now just relaxxxxxxxxx..

Keep it cool!

Got the hang of the blog things...

Well what do you i just understud how to blog.. i always speak about it.. i even tease my friends about it.. but honestly never blogged myself and today i got a hang of it.. well now you will see a lot of me.. hope to blog a lots of stuff here.. :) until then chaoo..